AGNOCURE (agnostic curiosity): directed unto R .

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

directed unto R .

" Thou canst not die by traitors' hands,
Unless thou bring'st them with thee . "
~ JC, V.i.56-57 ~

Soo .. a whole year gone by .
That is quite the achievement .
How does it make you feel ?

I am going to be honest with you now . I really don't like you . I am sick of pretending we are still friends . I don't know what you think, but your face brings flames to my eyes . Just stop, please . Stop trying . Just go away, leave me alone . Don't let me keep any of these existing binds, these connections to a twisted fate . Oh, I'll bet I sound hypocritical . I don't care . We got along just fine before, but the transpiration of certain obvious events has quickly changed that . I hope certain other things will do their changing in turn .

And to you, Miss A :
When I read your words I feel like forgetting about being deep, like no longer caring at all . Apathy can be a magical thing sometimes ...
Thank you for the impudence .

Happy now ?

I think I have put myself in over my head .
You get sick of this after a while .

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this is my blog

(I have officially deprived myself of my dignity, in the name of getting some answers)

and Ze Frank only made 247 shows

. yes, he has finished . but i keep him here anyway . he is my idol !

What comprises it?
Some preliminary works, and a whole lot of wallowing.

Who am I?
"Really sweet, with a tad bit of overboard... but overall romantic."
~DE~ I like that.

life is tough - like the last 4 songs on DDR. this is just a lil somting for your ego - enrich yourself. this is my outlet, this is your leisure time. this is something for everyone, but most of it's for you. this is saving the world, one word at a time. this is just the beginning - hakuna matata.

My dynamic mission statement: To learn something new, and to teach it to you, as often as possible. To express my opinions on any and all related and/or random topics. To help you see the plain and simple side. To fix what is broken in the world. To give you a story you can never finish, a game you can never win. To translate my emotions into something you can understand, to which you can relate. To be your hope when all is lost, and to make you feel warm inside.

I know sometimes you won't have time to read everything. So save it for a day when you do. When you otherwise have nothing to, instead of sitting there bored out of your mind, remember me. And I will always have something here for you.

Disclaimer:
You can feel anything you want, as a result of reading my beautiful works. Depending on the material; feel happy, feel dejected, feel alone, feel unwanted, feel the past, feel the present, and by all means feel angry... but please, do not be angry at me because of these words. After all, it is only art! Well, 'only art' is blasphemic, but you get the idea.

p.s. edited [old] profile picture from miss lila mae .

Writing is not easy. It is a lonely, and oftentimes unappreciated endeavor. But I have to keep creating, I have to keep trying to organize all the beautiful, chaotic things into some pattern....

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose someone you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
I will try to fix you

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