Friday, June 30, 2006

organizing my thoughts ( or just thinking )

soo i've been hangin on the hope
that one of my grades would be
just a LIL bit better
so i wouldn't be on probabyion ..
but now that i have them all in b&w
so much for that ..

AN they weren't sending anything
about summer school ..
but my mom was like wth .
and she called them !!
i was like . if they don't send anything
then i won't have to go !
but gah ..
now i do >b

mm .. ben says the entire ddr tourney
is guna be beginner the whole time .
i'm like wth !
i have been practicing heavy ..
idk if i will go anymore

OMG !!
my luck charm
- that i have had since sixth grade -
BROKE !!
now !
my luck !
is gone !
not that i ever had any ....
but didn't need to go an rub it in my face

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

sometimes i just wana fly


clickey .

yea . that's what i'm afraid of . probabyion

i was right .
you only need a 2.7

i was wrong .
i got a B in p.e.

i dun feel like posting right now ..
shane knows why

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

something else to think about

I hat3 REM .
Especially when I have a headache ..

REM and headaches DON’T MIX !


I went to bed with a headache,

And I’ve just spent the past four hours

In severe REM,

Half awake, half asleep ..

Awake enough to feel the pain of sleeping,

But too asleep to have the power to wake up
.
And neither my mind nor body

Could seem to find a comfortable position ..

I’ve been tossing and turning the whole night .

I woke up with all of my bedding

Kicked to the foot side of my bed ..


And, you know that feeling when you go to bed ?

That sudden feeling

Of everything you never wanted to feel,

That seems to haunt you habitually every night ?

That feeling of

Distress,

Grief,

Guilt,

Regret,

Remorse,

Shame,

Sorrow,

Worry ……..


That didn’t help either .

It seems that the mind still works during REM,

But only halfway ….

The bad half .


It’s like a nightmare gone wrong ..

Only, nightmares give you

Something else to think about


I am still dizzy while writing this .

I can barely even find the F and J keys ..

The sounds the computer makes

Seem a lot louder than usual ..

I need some Tylenol


It took me seventeen minutes to write this ..

Even my luck is turning against me

Monday, June 26, 2006

23 flavors, my butt

.. so, i went on drpepper.com
to try and find out what these "23 flavors" are
that they keep bragging about ..

but, it turns out all they say is
"Dr Pepper is a unique blend of 23 flavors. The formula for Dr Pepper is proprietary information."

and then later,
"Dr Pepper is a unique blend of natural and artificial flavors; it does not contain prune juice."

soo .. yes !! that narrows it down !!
a lot !!

Friday, June 23, 2006

writing . my anti-drug

lots to say ..
not much time

..
actually, my internet was supposed
to have run out ten minutes ago,
but mm .. it didn't .
obviously .

SO .
school's out .
and yes, i know school was out three days ago ..
but this is my first post since then
(i apologize for that)
so i think it is fully appropriate to mention it now .

soo .. i pretty much failed school, in general .
FACADAA .
that's the same as it was twenty days ago,
unfortunately .
except, the difference is that
twenty days ago, for some reason i couldn't divide .
or add ..
and i thought that was a 3.0 .
that is NOT a 3.0 !!
maybe that's why i failed so miserably ..
i was in the wrong mindset this whole time ..
it wasn't until four days after that post
(wow, only four days?
.. thanks to melissa for the evidence of that)
that i realized my gpa wasn't really that high .
and by then, it was practically too late
to do anything about it.

so anyway, it is actually a 2.71 .
which scares me
b/c .. i might be on academic probation
but, i'm not really sure ..
is it 2.7 or 2.75 that we need to get ?
EEE help !

well, either way i think i am going
to summer school aGAIN ..
b/c of that darn english .
English *
NO !!!!
it doesn't even deserve to be capitalized ..
i hat3 summer school .
it's such a waste of time .
and so pOINTless !!
wait .. well, i think those are
pretty much the same thing ..
but, .. it adds to the emphasis !
YESS !!!
goodness .. i don't learn ANYThing there ..
it's like sECONd grade level,
seriously ..

aaand,
what of my other classes, you ask ?
well let's see ..

cp2, i failed ..
but i dun need to take summer school for that
b/c it isn't a core class,
and, well .. i wouldn't have to anyway
even if it was, b/c you only have
to take one summer school per year .
(they assign you the more important one)
i learned that the HARD way, last year ..
aand .. yayy !! mrs. jensen is leaving !!
tuesday in class, she reminded us
that it was her last day,
and the whole class started clapping and cheering .
yup, it was pretty funny . lol

choir, i tHINK i got an A ..
i HOPE so ..
i have noticed that the easy classes
don't really tell you your grade very often ..
i guess they figure that it isn't really necessary ..
and, it isn't .. most of the time
but, the reason i think i may not have gotten an A
is that i haven't exactly been
the most well-behaved person in the class ..
oh yea, i may SEEM like it ..
but really, truly, i hardly EVER behave .
it's true .
even ask anyone, who rEALLy knows me .
allow me to explain ..
i didn't get my picture taken
for that darned headshot plaque thing for my dad ..
and mark didn't either ..
well, in my defense,
there was a whole lot of confusion
and so we pretty much just shrugged it off .
aalso, mark and i never did end up
performing our final song ..
i'm sorry mr. hoshi !!
the nerves took over,
but plx forgive me ..
(not like mr. hoshi is actually going
to be reading this ..
but i figured i might as well put it in)

bio, i got a C,
b/c i didn't do that darned project ..
but i enjoyed that class tho .
mr. nguyen is a pretty nice guy

p.e. yayy p.e.
that darned cluster portfolio
brought my grade down ..
i'm hoping i got an A ..
but i enjoyed that class tho .
mr. hauge is a pretty nice guy

spanish, that darned project
brought my grade down ..
i'm hoping i got an A ..
but i enjoyed that class tho .
mr. ramirez is a pretty nice guy

math yayy math
it may not be true
for a whole lot of the rest of you,
but i like math .
i think this was my highest grade ..
aaaand
mr. anderson is a pretty nice guy
too .
YAYY !!

despite all the grades,
the stress,
the anger,
the frustration,
the drama,
the bad days,
(daniel powter yayy)
the fights,
the tears,
the consequences ..
a lot of great memories have come out of this year .
thanks to everyone who helped create them .
it's been fun .
i love you guys

but i'm not done ..
i now have the summer ahead of me .
summer school will not be fun ..
and i haven't started my summer assignment yet ..
oh yea,
i have to write a 20-page-long story for albert too ..

i accomplished eight of my 190 lifelong goals this year .
i think that may be the only thing i really learned from cp2 ..
oh, and i learned to clear my history .
.. i think i failed a goal
can you fail a goal ?
an i had to change two of my goals
b/c of shane ..

in other news,
i think i lost my ninja skills somehow ..
maybe i've been playing too much commander keen
that guy's awesome tho ..
aahh, dos . the good ol' days .

ddr tournament coming up too .
that ought to be fun ..
anyone who is interested,
you can come get owned by my pro status
on july eighth, from two to eight,
in the buena park library's basement .

oh yea, i got a lot better at egyptian war too .
an imma practice over the summer
(if i have time, which is doubtful)
so i can gg pwn min choi and crew .
the only problem is,
usually none of my siblings feel like playing ..
and when they do, they are all really slow anyway ..
oh well, practice makes perfect i guess ..
but
nobody's perfect, so why practice ?

sorry it took so long to get this out and posted .
but if you just take a look at how long it is,
i'm sure you'll understand .
the date and time shown are when i started ..
but this was actually written over several days,
due to lack of time allowed on the computer,
especially on the internet .

but this took a lot out of me,
so i hope you enjoy it .
you'd better .
i know i did .
writing is my passion .
oh, and teddy grahams
too .

Monday, June 19, 2006

1 c4n 533 h1m dy1ng ....







poor little guy ....

Sunday, June 18, 2006

CR4ZY 5K1115 !!!!

[ Link ( to another blog ) ]

omfg .
check this out ..

this guy must be mega pro ..
i just wonder how he does the jumps =\

7h15 15 why G0d g4v3 u5 br41n5

[ Link ( to another blog ) ]

lmfao .
i just happened to stumble upon this ..
mmmm
yea .

click the link .

Thursday, June 15, 2006

m1 35p4c10 3574 r070 .. :[

[ Link ( to Albert's blog ) ]

there seems to be a virus going around .
thank goodness it's blocked for me,
so i couldn't get it even if i wanted to ..

XD
gg pwn!!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave ..

no one was sAaved .
ALL the LONEly PEOple
where DOoOoO they all --

ok .
sorry .

soo anyway,
i just deleted ELEVEN
pointless anonymous comments
and it feels pretty good too ..

oh crap .
time to study for tkam final

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

ah, yes .. classic quotes

i think benjamin franklin once said something like this ..
but i can't remember, so i must have made it up !! :O

..

think not what your country can do for you,
but what you can do for me .

oh yea .
for your country
too

you like my blog? oh yea. suuure you do. mr anonymous-link-to-a-random-cas1no-website >b grrrr

sooo
i pretty much just got spammed,
big-like-yourmom-time

well . not really that bigtime, i guess
actually .. i don't even see why someone would want to
automate anonymous comments on a blog ..

it's just like, so pointless .
they don't even link to anything good .
er .. bad, whichever way you wana look at it ..

do they think they will make me feel good about myself
just by complimenting me ?
if so, i appreciate the thought
but it's really not necessary .

i already feel great about myself ! BD

well, it does give me more "comment count"
.. but i'm not that desperate

soo yea . i guess i'll have to get comment mod again
*sigh*
and delete all those to root out the ACTUAL comments

all for the best
XD
all for the best

Saturday, June 10, 2006

fine time to be sick

dang, am i screwed.

i have two days
to learn my song for choir final,
rehearse my cp2 presentation,
read to kill a mockingbird,
finish my multi-genre paper...

oh yeah.
fine time to be sick.

btw
last night was the first time
in a lo0ong time,
i was actually tired at 11:00.

and my eyes were burning,
welling up. so much.
so i cried...

sometimes it just feels so good

Friday, June 09, 2006

a really nice break from reality

so tonight was the choir banquet.
it was a really nice break from reality.

the food was good,
the drinks were good.
i got three awards.

the music was great!
sigh, so many memories...

Rachel owes me 20 dollars,
and Rona respects me.
yeah uhm -lol-
you dunwana know why.

unfortunately,
i think i'm getting sick...

and for the first time
in a lo0ong time,
i feel... cold.
cold coldd

i swear, i am changing.
somehow. a lot.

just wait till next year.
juust you wait...

btw
for the geniuses among you,
you might be able to tell already.

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

H E double hockey sticks

[ Link ( to a news article ) ]

lol .. this is funny

some nice puns

there is also a blog entry on the same topic

Monday, June 05, 2006

Ninja, pleeaase

[ Link ( to N ) ]


this has got to be one of the
awesomest games i have ever played .

DL IT !! .. link above*

learn the way of the ninja !!


*Possible side effects include frustration, severe aurophilia,
staying up late, wasting time, excessive mashing of the Z-key,
attempting to climb up walls in public, some light indigestion,
occasionally serious injuries, and, very rarely, de4th.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

3 e .. 1337 !!


this picture is from our agenda, last week ..
but there is something wrong with it
..
look closely now
(i know my picture isn't of the best quality,
maybe i will make a better one ..
but just keep in mind, that the picture started out ~2in. wide,
so it is kinda hard to make it bigger and still have quality ..
anyway, in the meantime, you can use your own agenda)
..
comment if you figure it out
and are not albert

th3 g0ld3n rul3

[ well, so much for my5p4c3 ..
it is blocked again,
so i guess it was just a glitch that it worked ]

THE GOLDEN RULE
(in case you've never heard it :
"Treat others as you want to be treated")
DOESN'T WORK .

i try to be nice to everyone,
but not everyone is nice to me .

"/

D. Ho no dijo....


wow, dude ..
d. ho never told me that he was
FAMOUS ! O.O

lol .

Saturday, June 03, 2006

M135P4C10

ok, so .. my parents unblocked myspace .

i have no idea why .
but i dunreally care either .
the point is, they did .

be my friend !

i will prolly start when summer comes ..
not right now, b/c i really need to raise my grades
but mm
so yea .

YAYY XD !!!

WO.OW .. that's a lotta dough

mm i jus found a $100 bill on the floor .

it's prolly my dad's but ..
maybe he wount notice XD

MUAHHAAHAHA !!

the good, the bad, and the fugly

mood: &' fugly

ok .. i have lots to say
(b/c lo77o is filtered ..
i know it's grammatically incorrect)
and most of it i prolly could've said months ago
.. but i didn't

ANYway .. here goes,
i'll start with the best news
(best out of all of it .. not necessarilly good) :

DDR tournament is on July 8th,
and i haven't been practicing
.. NO TIME with all this HMW ..
BLAH !

next .. i have WAY TOO MUCH on my SRP watch ..
and ALMOST HALF of it is directed towards ME ..
sooo PLXX, ppls .. jus try to be nice
i REALLY don't need your inhospitality right now ..

ok .. i have a 3.0,
FACADAA
(that's in per.order, if you know my schedule)
i REALLY DUNWANA have to take summer school again
EH ..

lastly .. i am in quite the pickle,
i have 4 saturday schools
and 4 detentions
on my record ..

if i get one more detention, i will have 5
which gives me a referral .

if i get one more referral, i will have 5
which brings the LSPC .

so basically, if i dunwana risk getting expelled,
i have to do everything perfectly
for the next 3 years .

and PLXX DON'T TRYY to give me a detention
just b/c you don't like me ..
LOL

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Et Mahutep

yess .. it is he11 week

my excuse for not posting :
wait .. i already said it

ok, moving on ..

i like this show .
the dances are fun,
the songs are very encouraging
(i'm not sure if that's a good thing or not) .
Melissa needs men,
and Rona admitted i have special powers .

everything seems to be going juss fine ..
XD

 
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