mood: x( regretful
.. my old posts have been moved from the front page,
due to lack of space.
if you are new to my blog and/or
want to read what i wrote about a long time ago,
please look to the archives.
just thought you might want to know ..
BLAH
i feel like i should do something but i don't know what to do.
i feel like i should say something but i don't know what to say.
i feel like i should go somewhere but i don't know where to go.
i feel like i should feel somehow but i don't know how to feel.
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BTW, two poetic posts in a row ..
ee goshh,
it seems that mrs. erickson is influencing me ..
i wish i had telepathy
.. i wish i could read minds
so i could know what ppl think
i wish i had invisibility
.. i wish i could turn unseen
so i could know what ppl do
i wish i had foresight
.. i wish i could tell the future
so i could know what ppl want
i wish i had more friends
.. i wish i had more ppl
who will help me when i'm blue
i wish to be your hero
.. i wish that i could help you
tell your conscience what to say
i wish i had invincibility
.. i wish i could not die
so i could live my whole life with you
mood: =, hopeless
my life is going in CIRCLES!!!
round and round and round...
i'm getting fed up
i just wish something could go my way for once ..
mood: ;\ concentrated
(like orange juice)
the numbers game...
isn't that the name of a book or something?
oh, well, anyway...
i think this is important enough to deserve a post.
not that it matters... i am posting it anyway.
gah! i digress.
whether or not they really mean anything at all,
i am superstitious... and it is kinda freaky how
certain numbers seem to appear repeatedly
uhm... throughout everything
and if they do mean something,
i really haven't the foggiest *what*
...because they seem to bring me all kinds of luck.
to the point...
my lucky number (meaning it brings me luck;
whether it is good or bad luck is beyond me,
but it brings me luck, that's for sure)
has been -=seventeen=- since sixth grade.
recently i have been noticing -=twenty-three=-
but eh... again, there are some things i don't
want everyone to know,
so im if you want details
mood: =` whatever
SAMANTHA AUDREY ESCAMILLA
gosh, thanks for inviting me to your party...
i payed for your pizza too! messed. up.
eh hope you had fun
(lol i thought i would put your whole name
just because i know it)
(and so it matches below)
lol and
CARTER GREGORY SENGLAUB
my newborn nephew
as of uhm... right now
he is 12 hours old
and sooo cute!!! lol i saw pictures
[ Link ( to a previous post ) ]
mood: =\ unsure
wow... a lot can happen in a month,
even though i am still thinking the same as last time...
lol in a different way tho!
gah! i feel like something is being hidden from me
(clever use of passive voice so i don't have to give a subject)
(lol you know you like it)
i thought i had everything figured out...
but then... eh, ioneven noe
im if you want to hear my ranting
(added link afterward b/c i realized
that i 4ccid3ntally repeated the exact
same thing i said more than three months ago.
werid... maybe it is some kind of sign heh)
