just another method of losing points

" Pick Your Poison " Picture Plethora :
The Fifth Helping [ actually, from today ! ]

999 .
999 dea7hs . More specifically,
999 suic1des .
999 times he has k1lled himself .
999 .

Why ?

Maybe his life had become too much to handle .
Maybe his friends had turned against him .
Maybe, when he mentioned suic1de, no one had seemed to care .
Maybe no one had ever seemed to care in the first place .
Maybe he had finally discovered the truth .

Maybe it was his fault .
Maybe he had made a mistake .
Maybe he had missed his chance .
Maybe his life had lost its purpose .
Maybe it had never had one .

Maybe he had a problem .
Maybe there was something wrong with him .
Maybe their hatred for him had caused him to overanalyze himself .
Maybe that fact had made them hat3 him even more .
Maybe he had overanalyzed them too much .

Maybe they had never truly cared about him .
Maybe they hadn't appreciated him .
Maybe they hadn't listened to him .
Maybe they hadn't been honest with him .
Maybe they hadn't paid attention to him .
Maybe they hadn't noticed him at all .

Regardless of the reason ...
in order to die 999 times,
he would have to have 999 lives .
Which means he always got another chance .

Maybe he didn't want another chance .

Maybe, when he started over, when he tried it all over again,
he still made the same mistakes .
Maybe they still treated him the same way .
Maybe he still regretted ever meeting them .

But then again,
maybe he still wondered what he would do without them .

Maybe he was sorry .

No doubt he is now faced with the same problems once again,
never able to escape the power of these emotions,
never able to bate his breath for long enough .
And how will he escape them this time ?

When Life has abandoned you,
when its journey has brought you to a end,
has forced you to lose sight of all that was once exciting,
Dea7h is the only adventure left .

Maybe he could not persuade himself to stop trying .
Maybe they were unknowingly egging him on,
with their words, with their actions, with the way they look at him .

Maybe they were responsible for another 9,673 of his dea7hs .
Maybe they should reconsider what they mean to him .

Parallel structure is my best friend .