waiting for this misery to end

"September 31st"
by Ghostbust

[It's too long tho, I think I'll cut it]

Have you ever wondered why you can't see thunder,
why lightning is as silent as the dust?
Have you ever questioned whether love is everlasting,
whether life is as fragile as your heart?
Have you ever listened to the silence, looked into the dark?
Have you ever been stuck on September 31st?

Things change, pieces rearrange.
You started with 200, now you have 199.
And there you go, walking through the snow,
sinking deeper with every step you take.
And now you know, nothing lasts forever,
so you're waiting for this misery to pass.

And you wonder why you can't see thunder,
why lightning is as silent as the dust.
And you question whether love is everlasting,
whether life is as fragile as your heart.
And you listen to the silence, look into the dark.
Sitting there, stuck on September 31st.

Have you ever stumbled, lost your train of thought, and mumbled,
and forgotten what you wanted to say?
Have you ever mentioned that you wanted some attention,
but everyone just turned and looked away?
Have you ever listened to the silence, looked into the dark?
Were you ever out of luck on September 31st?

Things change, pieces rearrange.
You started with 200, now you have 195.
And there you go, walking through the snow,
sinking deeper with every step you take.
And now you know, nothing lasts forever,
so you're waiting for this misery to pass.

And you stumble, lose your train of thought, and mumble,
and forget what you wanted to say.
And you mention that you want some attention,
but everyone just turns and looks away.
And you listen to the silence, look into the dark.
All out of luck on September 31st.

Things change, pieces rearrange.
You started with 200, now you have 191.
And there you go, walking through the snow,
sinking deeper with every step you take.
And now you know, nothing lasts forever,
so you're waiting for this misery to end.

Have you ever listened to the silence, looked into the dark?
Did you plum forget to duck on September 31st?
As you look into the darkness, listen to your heart,
if you ever feel stuck on September 31st.

[P.S. I'm on YouTube as thecubby]

I've given up on trying to make things right again
.. It's just too much