last year's rent .. and this year's indecision

" [ He ] replied with the dirtiest look he could muster .
His heart drummed madly inside him,
but his brain was oddly cool and clear . "
~ HP 5, 610~

The trouble with letting it all out,
is that with every insightful truth,
it becomes harder to trick yourself .

You cannot know that you are doing so !
You can't say, " Oh I'm madly in love with you,
but it's just fine if I never get to see you again . "

" ' You've just spent too much time running away,
to realize what you may be running toward . '
' What am I supposed to do now ? '
' Whatever comes next . ' "
~ LOST ~

A guy can only take so much .
After some time of doing the same thing,
it starts to get a little old .

" If you do what you've always done,
you'll get what you've always gotten . "
~ Tony Robbins ~

Something tells me I should,
I need to, change a bit .

" Train yourself to let go
of everything you fear to lose . "
~ Yoda ~