a complicated relationship

" Pick Your Poison " Picture Plethora :
The Third Helping [ from the 14th of February ]

What am I doing ?
Dwelling on the past ?
You could call it that .
I like to call it editing before publishing .. although it is not, really, at all .

Just like me, when asked for a picture, to provide one made up of words . This is a portion of an actual e-mail that was actually e-mailed to a person who actually exists, at least to the extent of my knowledge . He ( or she, depending upon the gender of the recipient ) will probably recognize these words if he ( or she ) reads this post and thinks for a moment to himself ( or herself ) about where it might have come from . Or if he ( or she ) just checks the date at the top . ( Duh . ) One of the two . No more parentheses ! The many straws to the left indicate the complex history behind this message .

There are many things that must be done in secret . There come those times when you know something you don't want certain people to know, but which you need to tell someone before it eats you apart . This is where trust comes in . It helps considerably if you have people you can trust to listen to you, and to do what they have to in order to keep your trust . It is a two-way street, people . And thank you for staying to your side of the road .

Don't cry until you have failed .