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"if only, if only," the woodpecker sighs,
"the bark on the trees was as soft as the skies..."
while the wolf waits below,
hungry and lonely,
he cries to the moon, "if only, if only..."
..
-= if only =-
=/
When your heart is broken,
My one rule : no cats allowed .
-= face bella figura =-
p.s. less than three
I have the cure .
Take the Agnocure .
i don't want you to read it,
but i need you too
"if only, if only," the woodpecker sighs,
"the bark on the trees was as soft as the skies..."
while the wolf waits below,
hungry and lonely,
he cries to the moon, "if only, if only..."
..
-= if only =-
=/
Posted by philophiliac at 1:36:00 PM 1 comments
why is it that i am the only one w/o my name in my url ..
i just find it odd
iono ..
LOL
and .. why is it that i have the least comments
YET i supPORT all you other guys w/ links an whatnot ....
AND i tink i have teh MOST posts out of EVeryone ....
goshh .. so prejudiced
are the two facts connected somehow ??
b/c i am sOORRry if i jus don't want to put my name there
but i still wan something that ppls can remember ..
maybe suggestions ??
iono
Posted by philophiliac at 11:26:00 AM 0 comments
(mood above)
my excuse for not posting :
.. i came home yesterday
and talked to shane for a few minutes
.. and then slept
until 9 in the morning
(wellll, technically i only woke up about a few million times,
so i wasn't really sleeping the whole time ..
but the point is, i didn't get out of bed
i felt so bad .. )
Posted by philophiliac at 11:46:00 AM 0 comments
well, i just wrote my erickson essay
with no prompt
in about an hour
but it is really crappy ..
hm, i guess it is a good thing that
i didn't really make it any longer tho ..
since i only had 3 pgs left in my printer
wow, i have 6 paragraphs !! :O
i think that is the longest essay
i have written in my life
but, since that comes out
to not even 3 whole pgs ..
i guess it depends on how you look at it
dangg .. i prolly really should
stop staying up so late ....
OH WELL .. G'NITE
Posted by philophiliac at 1:10:00 AM 0 comments
[ Link ( to epic 2015 ) ]
an interesting flash animation
about what will happen in the future ..
with the major companies on the internet
btw .. i advise NOT clicking on the BELOW link
.. or at least not abusing it,
b/c the picture is really big and
it can only get two views per hour
before my whole geocity crashes
(EDIT: nvm ^ this ..
i have moved the picture to putfile,
so click the link as much as you like)
THANKS XD
Posted by philophiliac at 11:43:00 PM 0 comments
[ Link ( to my putfile ) ]
uhmm .. the screenshot explains all
(link above .. both files are the same,
but PNG tends to be of better quality)
go to ..
http://www.simplecodeworks.com/tri-quest/
to try the game for yourself
XD !
Posted by philophiliac at 10:49:00 PM 0 comments
dude ....
19 pages of convo
.. that is a new record
congratulations, shane
.. now i really g2get to bed
Posted by philophiliac at 1:29:00 AM 0 comments
OH ..
aND
for the record :
the first numbered list on my whole blog
btw .. i actually had underscores already
in my sidebar
.... silly me
Posted by philophiliac at 3:02:00 PM 0 comments
NOTE: for the record ..
second instance of caps in a title,
first underscore on my whole blog .
mood: <, miserable
NOTHING is going my way !!
.. just listen :
1. i slept for fourteen hours yesterday
SUCH a waste of valuable time
that i could use for something important like hmw
and i H4T3 wasting time ..
2. don't freak out now
but my hair is gone
DAMN LICE
i told them not to do it ..
3. i didn't update yesterday
b/c i was too frustrated
and busy crying ..
(plus i had too much hmw
and the internet was down, anyway)
.... soo please
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
PLEASE .
leave me be
.. i am miserable enough already
-- thank you
Posted by philophiliac at 10:34:00 AM 0 comments
mood: *8. confused
AND: >:/ fed up
AND: >8[ frustrated
mmmm
highlights of the day
let's see ..
i bought my ticket for movie night
i was out of dress code
when i turned in my dress code form
( good thing mrs. smith is nice .. )
andrew park asked me out
in other news ..
i threatened to kill myself last night
and no one cared
Posted by philophiliac at 5:06:00 PM 0 comments
my livestrong band broke !!
:[
.. that was a symbol
now i'm doomed, y'all
Posted by philophiliac at 8:31:00 PM 0 comments
[ Link ( to a music video ) ]
this is for all of you
who owe your mom an apology
.. if the above link doesn't work,
you can dl the song
"Cleaning Out My Closet"
by Eminem
Posted by philophiliac at 4:10:00 PM 0 comments
well this seems like
a conveniently fitting subject
for my thirty-first post ....
i went to baskin robbins
last night .. for my birthday
even though my birthday was on sunday
but nevertheless .. it was pretty sweet
and FREE !!
YAYY ..
and the palatera girl was totally
hitting on me
LOL jk not really
well idts ..
idk, maybe
LOL
she was cute tho
and they were playing kiisfm in the bg
and i was totally rapping
with chamillionaire
.. we be burnin'
colllllllin 8b..
Posted by philophiliac at 10:19:00 PM 0 comments
mood: <%> Ravla
actually ..
well, i am thinking that maybe
my creepy numbers post is just cursed ..
because i still can't edit it
but after i posted it, everything else so far
seems to be working just fine ..
anyway,
sorry about the random mood ..
it is hard to think of a new one every time
Posted by philophiliac at 9:08:00 PM 0 comments
mood : *8. headache
well .. i managed to get a few posts through
but blogger is really spazzing out on me
so .. don't be surprised if this blog is dormant for a while
maybe i will "reghost" it, as mrs. jensen would say
but in the meantime ..
you can check out my new profile, updated daily (so far) :
http://www.geocities.com/fhqwhgads57/
Posted by philophiliac at 8:57:00 PM 0 comments
(I have officially deprived myself of my dignity, in the name of getting some answers)
and Ze Frank only made 247 shows
. yes, he has finished . but i keep him here anyway . he is my idol !
What comprises it?
Some preliminary works, and a whole lot of wallowing.
Who am I?
"Really sweet, with a tad bit of overboard... but overall romantic."
~DE~ I like that.
life is tough - like the last 4 songs on DDR. this is just a lil somting for your ego - enrich yourself. this is my outlet, this is your leisure time. this is something for everyone, but most of it's for you. this is saving the world, one word at a time. this is just the beginning - hakuna matata.
My dynamic mission statement: To learn something new, and to teach it to you, as often as possible. To express my opinions on any and all related and/or random topics. To help you see the plain and simple side. To fix what is broken in the world. To give you a story you can never finish, a game you can never win. To translate my emotions into something you can understand, to which you can relate. To be your hope when all is lost, and to make you feel warm inside.
I know sometimes you won't have time to read everything. So save it for a day when you do. When you otherwise have nothing to, instead of sitting there bored out of your mind, remember me. And I will always have something here for you.
Disclaimer:
You can feel anything you want, as a result of reading my beautiful works. Depending on the material; feel happy, feel dejected, feel alone, feel unwanted, feel the past, feel the present, and by all means feel angry... but please, do not be angry at me because of these words. After all, it is only art! Well, 'only art' is blasphemic, but you get the idea.
p.s. edited [old] profile picture from miss lila mae .
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
These words are all I have so I'll write them
So you need them just to get by
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose someone you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
I will try to fix you